This is something you need to work out in-game. The admins do not interfere to kill off players' characters. Additionally, you may want to reconsider, as even if you are not too happy with your skills right now, there is a three-week wait before you can log in to your account and use the 'Create New Character' option. Also, you receive skill points as you level up so you can allocate new skills.
In any case, there is nothing we can do for you; contact your faction or someone in game to be executed, if that is your decision.
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